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The Diary
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Erotic Dreams *listens to "Gravity of Love" by Enigma* My dreams lately have been feeling so real, I could still feel every touch and kiss when I wake up, even now. Dreams are erotic lately and the others just very strong. Like the person I feel connected to in my dream is someone I know and the connection they give off is taking my breathe away. I also feel confused when I wake up, only to be torn if I should go back to sleep or not. I have a feeling my dreams are telling me something, or giving me a heads up on what is going to happen or what could happen. I am not sure what the hell is going on. All I know is my body never felt that strong before. It's almost scary. Just the way he would trace his hands and fingers on the curves of my body, while deeply kissing me with his soft, yet strong lips. To only slowly move down slowly to softly bite and kiss my neck. The lighting at the time of this,is either somewhere far away where no one can hear my moan loudly or scream. The view I remember looking out a window was breathe taking. To only have him come up behind me and wrap his arms around me and hold me closely. Then having him whisper in my ear feeling his warm breath on my ear and neck, listening to his words that feel so meaningful and loving. He makes what he says seem like we should be together and that we would never die. Then to only make love to me up against the wall afterwards. We have good sex for days straight, only to take a break to drink and get some air for a few minutes. I don't know if I should take this to heart or heath what should be. All this is so confusing and all I can do is have his voice ring in my head like I should go to sleep to see him again. I don't know what to do, I have a great boyfriend, yet my dreams are making me feel like I am cheating on him. *closes eyes* The words in my head are swimming around again as I type. I have the addictive feeling to just go to bed right now. It's like a drug, draining me of reality. Sometimes that is not a bad thing to have happen, but to have these dreams every couple days, is mind boggling. This has to mean something. I know they are just dreams, but they feel more like dreams to me and I should now ignore them, yet I kinda have to. I guess for now I am just going to have to get use to them until I find what is up and to get answers. Until then, I am just going to have GREAT dreams..*s* Anyway.. I should get going..I need to get my mind off this and doing so I am going to wash my car. An maybe do other kind of cleaning as well. I'll be back if anything else would pop up in my head. Until then, good day. -_Ally |