Here we fucking go again!! Grrr!!
12:28 a.m. - 2004-09-25
God flippin' pissin' A!!! We have yet another hurricane coming! I must say, living in Florida is starting to really be a drag. You out of staters have no idea how stressful, tiring and scary this crap is. Everyone who is going to be effected like myself, have to board up all the windows again tomorrow AND dish out money 95% of us do not have to stock up on stuff to ride out with no power again. I'm honestly starting to hate mother nature right now. I mean, people are still trying to get their life back together from the last two storms. A lot of people still have no roof or any place to go to keep their family safe. So yea, I'll most likely lose hours and pay cause work will be closed again AND the fact I will have no power again. This really blows yall! This really fucking does!!
*pulls hair out* AAAARRRRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!
Other than worrying about mother nature, all I've been doing as of lately has been working, going out to crack of dawn again with friends and helping Kyle move into his new place. Even though right now we all are taking a little break from hanging out with one other, friendship is strong. The awesome part is the whole store knows about our friendship cause every chance we get, we hang out at work and we are always goofying off. Granted, we sometimes get on each others nerves, but the love is there. We also are trying to find the time and organize a club outing, but with everyones schedule kinda clashing it sorta hard, but it's in the works. All in all, the friendship department is going strong.
I have noticed myself watching my friends in complete awe. I sometimes wonder if my life is a dream or if things are going to last this way, cause my track record with keeping people in my life is kinda sucked. I'm trying not to let my old flaws and habits fuck up what I have now with them. I am giving myself credit by trying really hard not letting the little things get to me. Like if Tina was in one of her moods and takes it out on me. I try not to say anything or assume anything, until it's safe to dive in. Cause everyone has there corks and alot of the time you shouldn't take what they do and say to personal unless it's really directed at you. I've been doing my best not to push any buttons or not so say something out of place. I am though, going to see how long it takes for people to come to me, when I keep to myself at work and not call anyone. Let's see if I am going to be missed! HA... this should be interesting.
Anyway... I am going to get going. I need to get some sleep, plus I have to put cloths away. So, I don't update within' the next 5 days, please be patient. I have no power cause of a damn hurricane...again! grr. Later!
--Ally
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