Busy, Busy, Busy...and even more busy!
10:12 a.m. - 2004-12-09
Man, time flies when you are busy. Between working alot, my sisters visit, christmas shopping and partying. I'm tired, but happy. Yes, I know, some my entries show that I am sad or angry, but when you go through things you go through emotions. That's life. In the mist of things, I looked at schools and apartments, cause starting of the new year I am on the path of starting a new life. Hell, I am even looking for a second job, and this time I don't care if I work in a fast food joint either. An the second job will go to saving up for a nice used car and towards moving out with my sweetie. I already have saved up a nice chunk but I need atleast a $1500 more to get another car. As for the school, I contacted FMU for a massage therapy program and my admission Rep Carlos rocks. He is making this whole school experience awesome! I can handle 9 months of school. Yea baby!!
What got me to get myself together, was my sister. Her and I had the most open, honest conversation. She was so honest that she agrees with a lot of things, but also told me I have to own up to my past and to be honest with myself and to learn not to let things get to me. Well, I have the, don't let things get to me down pretty well. I am ready to go out in the world, even if I have to tackle it alone. She told me I am going to be scared, I am going to be hurt, I am going to have set backs, but it's how I take it and use it. If I let it all get to me, I'll never get anywhere in life. Of course, she is was right about a lot of things. She was so helpful and supportive. I love my sister so much for her ears, heart, opinions and time.
I look forward to my frist vacation of the year and that is, I am going to go to see my sister in Seattle. Oh man, a whole week with my sister. She started rattling off all the things we could go do, like go sking in Canada, to seeing all the landmarks in Seattle even going to a spa. Man, picture getting a sweet massage while your mud mask dries. It's going to be a blast. Only thing that could keep me from going are if I get a second job (if I have one at the time), I probably will not be able to go. Sad yes, but you never know what the future holds. Right?! It will be good for me to get out of state for alittle while. I need to see new people and be somewhere I never been. I'll chalk it up to my travels. As for my second vacation, well that would be in seeing my love in his home. So, yea.. a very eventful upcoming year.
I was just told by my parents that, if I save up a very nice size chunk by the time I wish to move out, they will help with something. Wether it be the car or the apartment. My real dad is tickled with the fact I have my plans laid out and I am working on each one, one by one. Hell, even my sister said she would help with something. I have support from all sides and I am loving it. Granted, I want to do it alone, but even with a little help is not going to make a dent in my independence! Just right now it's all about timing and it time for me to really be out on my own, but proceed with caution and take it one step at a time. :0)
Alrighty...I need to do some more online x-mas shopping before I head to work. So, I will catch you all whenever I can get back online to update again. Chow!! :0)
-Ally
P.S. Congratulations Megan and Kenny on your wedding tomorrow! Sorry I can't be there!
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