One down...two to go!
12:00 a.m. - 2005-01-11
I really need to start thinking of a way to maybe orangize my days better. Going to work and working late, to waking up early to work out then coming back home to only go to work an hour or so later is getting exhausting. Not to mention, I am sore! Ugh! I guess that is the pain for gaining health. An tomorrow mom and I meet up with our personal trainer. I have to say though, we didn't go to the gym today. We figured we would give our bodies time to rest and for me to get other things done. Like wash my cloths, catch up on some sleep, do other cleaning, things like that. Oh yea, I did I mention mom and I are gym members!! That is one new years resolution down, two more to go.
My second goal right now is getting a second job. It's kinda hard finding another job in this crappy little down without driving so damn far out of my way to find one. I'm really trying to find one close to home so I can travel back and forth to both jobs and be close to home. Cause the car I have just isn't cutting it. Which leads me to my third goal, another car! It doesn't have to be brand new, just better than what I have so I can do everything I wish to do. An who can't forget saving up to move out latest by the end of the year. It's alot of work, but I think I can do it. I'm just keeping my will strong and my fouce strong and I am sure I'll reach my goal.
In other news, last news I had on Tina was she is living with a new guy and is about 4 months along in her pregnancy. I haven't seen or heard from her in about 2 weeks. Now, I know she'll pop up again at work to say hi and everything but in my personal opinion I believe in my heart she is going down a rough road. Making things worse for herself and not really looking at the big picture either and that bugs me. An I know I shouldn't let a girl who done me so wrong, get to me like this. I guess chalk it up to having a heart and worrying about that child she is going to have. I guess she'll have to learn on her own.
Am I making any damn sense? Rereading everything, I sound like a bambling idoit who needs a serious vacation! Ah who cares. Life is slowly finally coming together and my mind and body as rights to being all over the place. The excitement and hard work is going to pay off. Cause in the end, I am going to be even more happy than I am now. All will be fine! Hah..
Well, I am going to end this here.. I am tired, sore and I my man just called. So, later..yea. hah...
--Ally
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