Staying determined..yea...
5:13 p.m. - 2005-01-19
I find it funny how you know what you really want in life, but it takes patience and time to get to that point. I wanna move out sooner than what my guy and I had planned. I want a car before my birthday, but I know it's not going to happen. It will take hard work, patience, heart and the will to get the strength to reach my goals. What makes it even worth it all is my guy. He keeps me grounded and fouced on the task on hand without letting all the heartache of missing one another get in the way. I mean, he is working so hard and so much that, he got himself , and catch this, a 3rd JOB! Three jobs people! All in the name of getting his independence back and to be with me for good. I never had such love and strength like that from anyone. An that he good for me. I am happy and he gets me to do what's right for me. Again, with love and support. Even being 900 miles away. Love is strong.
I am also reaching a point in my life again that it's time to go back to my short stories and my poetry. An yes, I have other hobbies than photography. I like to write, cause personally it gets me to say how I feel without feeling scared. It gets me to open up and let the world see who I am. AN I think I am going to do that by opening a new diary, and keeping tabs on this one and that one. It will be private at frist, then I will open it to the public. I also would love to have feedback on everything you see and read. An when time permits, meaning working on it every chance I get, I will let you know when it's open.
I am tired right now. The one things I hate about having two days off in a row is that when your second day is up, you have to drag yourself to work on the third day. An add on the fact, I am sore from working out two to three times a week it can takes its toll. But I keep in mind that working out is for my health and to keep reaching for my goal. Plus working for Wal-Mart isn't all that it's cracked up to be anymore. I am when time permits, looking for a second or new job. Who knows, maybe I just need a vacation. Speaking of which, my sister e-mailed me a perfect time when I can go see her for my vacation. An once I talked to Ryan and see if he wants to come along. I am going to but my week in sometime for March real soon. I need to get away. I need to see different people and way of life other than what I know. Besides have real fun again for about 5 days. Besides it gives me the chance to take for pictures.
Have I mentioned that I bought myself a new digital camera? Well, I did. A new Kodak Easyshare 4.0. It's a pretty sweet camera mind you. So, now I have a awesome SLR camera and a good digital camera. What I want to do is, take the photos that I have which people love to death, put them in very nice frames and sell them on Ebay along with my OLD digital camera. All the money I would get will go to my moving out and car. Now it's just the matter of time. Wait, no know what..I can take more photos when I am finished with this entry and open my new diary too. Yea, I think that's what I am going to do.
So, on that note I am going to leave you with the knowledge of knowing I will be back real soon. Cause I am going to work hard on updating more often. Later! :0)
(Carp! I need to do my taxes too! I should get back a nice chunk to add to my savings account)
--Ally
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