Disrespectful
10:31 p.m. - 2005-04-09
Well, I am no longer pissed off (read last entry to understand what I am talking about). I'm feeling sad and tired at the moment for couple of reasons. One, I'm sad I had to go back to the hell hole of Wal-Mart today. Secondly, I'm tired. No matter how hard I try to stay asleep, people like my parents are so loud and disrepectful. So, I don't get enough sleep. They always do it to me. It's like I am not here or that they simple just don't give a shit. If I were to do that to them, I would get my head chopped off and served to me on a platter. I get no respect alot of the time and it's getting really tiring and hurtful. With the lack of sleep I get sometimes, people wonder why I am so bitchy and evil. An the stare I can give, can cause someone to almost shit bricks if you piss me off. God, I can't wait to move out at the end of the year. To be with the guy I love with a place of our own. No parents, just us, our rules and each other.
An to answer a few replies I got to my last entry. Wal-Mart will do anything to avoid a lawsuit. I mean, even if it costs a employee pride, self-respect or employment. For an example, we had a female employee who worked in the electronics department. There she was stalked and HARASSED by a male customer, alot OLDER male customer. For weeks, he would visit her, stand real close to her, watch her, and touch her ass, etc. It got to a point where she got scared and told management, and wanted to get the law involved have him arrested, the whole nine yards. Instead, Wal-Mart to avoid a lawsuit told the employee it's all in her head and to just let things go (basically not believing her). But things kept happening that she took action in own hands. The end result was, she had to lose her job. We all know she got fired, even though bosses (within the store) say she quit. Wal-Mart does those things people. Yea, it's great to shop there, but to work there is a different story. They don't care about you. You can be sick, with a fever..etc, but unless you are throwing up and out cold on the floor they will make you work. An if you were to walk out, your fired. Simple.
Personally for me working in a place like that as gotten me to really dislike people. It has gotten me to open my eyes to what kind of people are really out there. The greed, disrespect, lies and the list goes on. An to get paid very little on top of that, makes the work place among employess unpleasent. Which is why, like I've said before I'll be glad when the end of the year comes, cause I'll be quitting Wal-Mart and on my last day out, I will flip the bird while moon walking my ass on the way out the door. For the record though, not ALL Wal-Marts are like that. It could be just my Wal-Mart, but in general the corperation is screwed up. An I don't suggest working for Wal-Mart. But that is just my opinion.
Anywho..
Today has been a sluggish day. Very slow, boring and painful. My feet feel like they are on fire and they tingle when I have them up for a while. Just sucks. I wanted to go home after only being there for 2 hours and I had a 8 hour shift. Who knows, maybe I will feel better about things once I get back from my vacation, which is in the end of next month. A whole 8 days off, paid too. Maybe I just need to get away , try new things or maybe laugh. An visiting my older sister in Seattle might be just what I need. New surroundings, new people hell maybe even the air will be different and I would basically have a new taste of life brought into me. We'll see how it goes.
Well, I need to go to bed. I have to kinda get up early tomorrow (my day off) to hang out with my good friend Ryan. We might finally go to universal and get there early enough to where the lines are not so damn long to get in, even though we have passes. Either way, I'll finally smile for once after how many days? Laters.
--Ally
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