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Disrespectful Well, I am no longer pissed off (read last entry to understand what I am talking about). I'm feeling sad and tired at the moment for couple of reasons. One, I'm sad I had to go back to the hell hole of Wal-Mart today. Secondly, I'm tired. No matter how hard I try to stay asleep, people like my parents are so loud and disrepectful. So, I don't get enough sleep. They always do it to me. It's like I am not here or that they simple just don't give a shit. If I were to do that to them, I would get my head chopped off and served to me on a platter. I get no respect alot of the time and it's getting really tiring and hurtful. With the lack of sleep I get sometimes, people wonder why I am so bitchy and evil. An the stare I can give, can cause someone to almost shit bricks if you piss me off. God, I can't wait to move out at the end of the year. To be with the guy I love with a place of our own. No parents, just us, our rules and each other.
Today has been a sluggish day. Very slow, boring and painful. My feet feel like they are on fire and they tingle when I have them up for a while. Just sucks. I wanted to go home after only being there for 2 hours and I had a 8 hour shift. Who knows, maybe I will feel better about things once I get back from my vacation, which is in the end of next month. A whole 8 days off, paid too. Maybe I just need to get away , try new things or maybe laugh. An visiting my older sister in Seattle might be just what I need. New surroundings, new people hell maybe even the air will be different and I would basically have a new taste of life brought into me. We'll see how it goes.
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