Big ass pain
8:02 p.m. - 2005-04-12
Oh my gawd! My feet are killing me!! The hard floors at work are really fucking up my feet and legs, has been for months. An even though no matter how often we bitch about not having a soft, cushy carpet nothing ever happens. Right now my feet are tingling and burning. It hurts to walk. An associate in HBA has to get surgery on her foot cause of those damn floors. It's awful. Speaking of work, today I worked a nice long 8 1/2 hour shift. We were once again short handed cause a co-worker called in. Not that it's her fault or anything. She had to be taken to the hospital cause she been like really shit for a week now. The doctor told to rest and to take the antibiotics that she gave her. So, lots of hours are opening up, which is good. Just the attitudes and the moods that my bosses have are uncalled for. I mean, they are not the only one who are stressed out and tired all the time right now. We all just have to bite the bullet and do our best until we can hire more help, which the boss had posted today by the time clock. I will say, that I am tired of being treated like crap and a pee on. If I keep getting ignored or disrespected. I am going to go off on someone.
Sounds like I need a vacation, eh?
I know for a fact I have one coming in next month for 7 long days seeing my sister in Seattle. Then I am hoping to get my second week off in August. So, I can see my boyfriend. To feel him not next to me is really painful. To be able to see him laugh, or not to feel his kiss on my lips is even torture. Even though we speak on the phone every night, it's not the same. I never was so insink with someone as I am with him. The unbelieveable connection and understanding is everything we both are looking for. I am really in love with him. He is my best friend, lover and rock. I can honestly be who I am and he will still love me in all my glory. He even told me that I could look like I bum and he'll still love me with all his heart. He is not good in saying how he feels, so he sends them in songs. They melt my heart, so I got to sleep with him on my mind everytime. I feel whole.
Eh, I have nothing else to say now. My mind is on him now, so I can't even concentrate now. Besides I need to upload my pictures from Universal Sunday and pay some bills *gags*. Plus, I want to add more links to this diary, so check back every so often. Later.
--Ally
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