Let's Sail Away
3:22 p.m. - 2005-08-09
Wahhh... it's been over a week and here I am. Yet, it wasn't all my fault. Work as been keeping me basically busy and going to the gym. An of course you can't forget the fact my computer was out of commission for 2 days as well. So, I've been keeping to myself and just yacking on my cellphone with a few new friends and my heart is yet again, beating for someone else. I'm not sure how to explain him. He is someone that you know you need and can't live without. Where the friendship is unbreakable and have that feeling of knowing something is there between you and that special someone, that no one can understand. That it goes beyond love and kinship. It's what him and I feel. Yet, this whole thing right now is still on it's early stages, but we know it will grow into something real.
He has been hurt a lot, more than I have and he knows and understand my past (and vise versa). An with that understanding, time, patience, love and friendship will only go stronger in time. He will not leave me no matter what. We both don't want to rush things, but we both are giddy everything time we talk on the phone. An I can tell him all the bad things I done in life, and it didn't scare him off. He is very easy to talk to. Hence, we both are glad to say we are best friends. An by just hearing my voice, he'll know if something is wrong and take the time to care and see what's wrong. An really listen, not judge. An to make sure I am ok, and feeling better he will make me laugh. So, when we hang up, I'm happy. HAPPY people! I don't know what this feeling is, but I like it. I dunno, he is everything to me. What's even a bigger turn on, he is tall and just got of the navy! *drool*
Like I said, we been hurt and having each other right now is comforting and the feeling is right. I look forward to talking to him everyday at the same time. He works alot, 7 days a week and goes to the gym for 2 hours after working 12 shifts. All I have to say is, hubba hubba! We'll see how things go. I'm not getting my hopes up, but feelings are there.
Anyway...
As for everything else, well my b-day is in 12 days! My mom is actually thinking of helping me get a car so I can go to school, finally by the end of this month. An right now, I can't, cause my car is being a ASS and still leaking. Which no matter what will go out on me soon, so..car shopping here I come!!!! *happy dance* An I am still losing weight nicely. So much in fact, that I have to wear belts with everything! HA! Oooh... I have nothing else to say really. BLAHH. I'm alive! Later!
--Ally
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