It's been to long...hasn't it?!?!?
4:07 p.m. - 2005-09-26
Ok so it's been over two weeks. Freakin' sue me, alright?
I've been busy with work and going to the gym more often. Plus, the fact that I am a God-"Aunt" I have been spending time with Tina and her little girl, whom I will call on here, "My little Kit-Kat". Oh she is the most sweetest thing on the planet and she is beautiful. Big blue eyes and the cutest smile. I adore her more than anything, and she takes a real shine to me, which makes me and Tina happy, cause then I can babysit when I can. An I get pratice this way, when I have my own kids. All in all, I adore her more than anything. It's so unbelieveable, she is turning 3 months old in a few days. They grow up so fast! :0(
Anywho...
Among hanging with cute little babies, I have been keeping busy with little things. I have been really looking into schools and working a lot. Speaking of work, I got a pay raise, which makes me happy cause my last paycheck was about 600 bucks. So, now, I am making a decent salary to go to school and move on big with my life. Along with that, I have been going to the gym like it's an obession. Trying not to over do it, cause then I wouldn't have time for eating! I mean, I tried on a skirt yesterday, at the mall in Orlando with mom, can come to find out I am wearing a size 10, BUT it's becoming bagging. Which is ok with me! woohoo! :0) I like feeling heathly, and having more enegry. Plus, I can wear sexy little numbers, and be happy with the way I look. So, yea, health is GOOD!
On a more personal note, Sunday I will be on my last vacation for the year and I am going to the West Coast. An no I am not seeing my sister either. I'm going to see my friends. I need to get away, I need to get my mind of work, family and my way of life here at home. Plus, it's an adventure that I will remember for the rest of my life. An a learning experience. I will have fun and I do know people there, so it's not like I am doing it completely alone. My friend, who is picking me up is letting me stay at his place, so I don't have to spend money on a hotel. I'm not scared or nervous about seeing them, but about my flights. I'm scared of heights and I don't have anyone I know who is coming with me, to be there, so I am just have to keep myself busy with music, sleeping, or reading. My longest flight will be from the San Deigo to Atlanta coming home. It's almost, 4 hours. Then I have a 2 hour layover in Atlanta, and arriving here in Tampa around 9 in the morning.
I also noticed there are a very few people who do not have a problem with this. Granted, there are atleast two people who do not like the idea of me doing this. Well, all I have to say is, get over it! It's not your life, money or time. So, don't act like you know as well as you think, or what my intentions are. I'm doing this cause I need too and WANT TOO. I'm at a time in my life, where I need to do things ON MY OWN and I am going to do it MY WAY. I did factor in the possiblity that some people will not like my methods, but I don't care. Besides, if the ones were REAL friends, they would support me no matter what and worry about themselves and less about ME. Just let me do this people. Afterall, you will see pictures of my adventures and friends. I'm content with my feelings for people the way they are and with how my life is now. Problem with it, tough shit!
Anyway..I need to clean, again. An make an hair appointment for next Saturday before my trip, so I will have decent hair and slowly start to get my cloths together for my trip. Laters!
--Ally
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