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Sometimes you feel like a NUT! Alrighty...let me fill you all in on whats been happening. Atleast, I'll do the best I can. Ok, things with Matt are ok atleast for now. They (Sami and Alan) backed off alittle bit. Even though Matt has been keeping busy and staying out of the house much as possible, by going out with friends after work. Which is a good thing. Keeps his mind off of things and gets him to laugh and have a good time. Sadly though, I still worry about him. I know for a fact, all of this is really taking it's toll on him. I know his eating habits are not doing very well right now and his sleeping pattern is awful. I know I sound like I am being over protective or something, and I am not. I just want to keep him healthy and have a good life. It's hard to being that he is a very independent and hard headed person, he knows I mean well and will do his best to stay health and happy for me. Heh, listen to me? I sound like a mother and not a girlfriend! *lol* Matt is also pushing me really hard now to move in with him, either NOW or very soon. You know, I would love to live with him, but I really don't have a car of my own and I would need to spend endless days looking for a job in Orlando, so I know once I get there I have a job already waiting for me. An to do that, I need to new or a good use car, before I can do any of that. Matt knows all this. I just think he is just really happy, and excited that he has his own place that he is going to share with someone he loves. On a more personal level, moving in with Matt means moving away from my family and I never been away from the family like that. I am scared, nerves and I know for damn sure I will be very homesick, even though we'll be living an hour away and come to visit any time I like. An I also do know, I need to move out sooner or later anyway and leaving the "nest" will come if I like it or not. An the best time to do it is when you are not wanting too or really ready for it. Well, see what happens in a month or so. Anyway... moving along... I am tired. I worked 9 hours yesterday and today, plus the one hour meeting we had tonight that I got out of alittle while ago, so that makes it a 10 hour day at work for me. You all have no idea how badly my feet hurt. I seriously need to get my ass in gear and get myself new shoes for work. I should have no reasons to feel like I'm 80 when I am 21. Anyway, at the meeting I got a certificate for compeleting my training packet (like 3 damn months ago). An my next one to get my 25 cent raise should be turned in by the end of the month. An with the second one, I become a specialist! Yea baby! We also got little crossword puzzles and digital quizzes to do to get gift cards, and to see what we know. Actually was a fun meeting! :) All in all things have been busy, but moving along at a steady pass. Matt and I are going on 10 months this month. An with him moving into our new place and me being a worry wart like always, things are going to be really nuts and stressful, but we know by July things will be ok. We just have to hang in there just for alittle while longer. So, with that note I bid you all good night. See you all or something like that...tomorrow. --Ally |