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The Diary
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????HUH???? Ok so finally I can relax and give a decent entry. Well, atleast one that makes sense or should I say that is not some crazy ramblings of a tired, whiney, bitch who works to much. I really want to give my all in a real good entry. Something that will make sense and make me look wise and strong. Now I can put all that on note book paper, so the question will be if I can on here. Maybe it's because I have the world slapping their eyes back and forth reading line for line. Hell, the big question is where do I start?! I can always talk about love, cause God knows I can go into that for days and days. I been through hell and back when it came to love. I went through lies, cheating, backstabbing, everything you can think of. An depending on what kind of person you are, you can take it as a lesson learned or use it to sink you in a black hole and never come out. For me, yes I slipped into the deepest hole you can find, but after years of feeling like crap I told myself I had enough and took charge. I made it really hard for people to like me anymore and pushed all away. Well, the ones that harmed me. Plus I had a nervous break down inbetween and that personally helped. It let me to start over. New life, new friends and new love. I found the meaning to love in Matt. Granted, we only have been going out for 10 months, but you'll know when you are with the one you are meant to be with, when he treats you so differently. I dunno, love can also be very difficult too and painful. You can love someone and not let them know for varies of reasons and never say anything at all. See what I am getting at?! I dunno, its hard to explain. An I am going to stop while I am ahead. Topic change.. Tina called me. Surprising she called just to talk. Her and TJ had a big fight and wanted to know what to do. I couldn't give her much, cause I didn't want to get to involved in her love life. But I did give her advice on how to make herself feel better. I can only hope she took that advice. Her and I are going to have lunch tomorrow together. We are getting to become real close and I am loving it. Even though I have to admitt I am scared to get burned again, but I can't think like that. Things with work is the same. Laruen is just driving everyone crazy. Hell, I almost slapped her cause she pissed me off. Otherwise, things are fine. I am going to go. Later. --Ally |