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I need to get away. HELP! I need to unwind and really let go some stress. But I am so tired and moody lately that it's been really hard to get me to do anything. I feel weak and really tired all day. I can still do things, like drive, its when I am laying down I either fall asleep or day dream. Jolting myself back to reality. It's starting to get me depressed. I have no idea what is causing this either. I'm starting to really get worried and slowly making myself get to a doctor. Anyway.. Today I went shopping with Ryan and we got my mother's d-day gift. She is going to love it, and I love it cause I got it on sale. We got it professionally wrapped and placed it on the dining room table. My mom was in shock at the size and weight of the thing. Only words that came out of her mouth was, "You both better not have spent a lot of money!" Honestly, we didn't. Grand total of $66.88, not bad for something made in France. HAHA. She is going love it. So, we have it on the table, with the note of,"You can't open it until Wednesday!". Curel, maybe, but she is smiling, that is what counts. The smile went away when she kinda grilled in getting my life together, and saying that I am basically a slob. I got angry and hurt when she does that. I work long hours, outside of the home. So, excuse me if I am to damn tired to do anything when I get home. They are home all day working (web design business). When I usually get off, they are in the "comfy" cloths watching TV! It's really starting to bug me, that she thinks I don't do anything around here. On my day off, I clean my room, wash my cloths, clean my bathroom. The deal was when I moved in, I clean my part and get a job. An I did! GRR! Then to top it off. Matt messaged me letting me know his sister will be staying with him cause her ass got kicked out of her boyfriends house! His sister is not very friendly with the law if you know what I mean. I don't really have a say in it. Cause it's his place and she is family, but he knows how I feel about it. GRRR!! I need a drink. Hell, I need to get away or something. Oh for the love of God, someone help me!! :0( --Ally |