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The Diary
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A Good Day Ugh. I have one of those morning headaches. It's like I didn't get enough sleep or anything, but I know I did. Even with Matt next to me or not. I know for a fact, him and I got some good sleep. Poor Matt, with his thug of a sister living with him, he gets no sleep cause her and her boyfriend, don't come in until like 4 in the morning and she already got in trouble with the law (few days ago) and she hasn't even been there for 2 days. An now before Matt left from work to come straight here, his sister called him and told him, they lost his cat! WTF!?! I got pissed. Cause that poor cat never been out side (we were told it ran out side) or was around his sister or anything like it. All I could say was, her ass better find that cat or we are going to raise some serious hell. That cat is like our son. It has no claws, never saw a car up close, never saw young kids either, so our poor boy is out there alone, hungry and scared. Matt told his sister, qoute, "You and your dumbass boyfriend better find my cat or your ass is going to really regret it!! An if you want to live there beyond Friday, I don't care HOW you find him, but I want him home before I get home!! GOT IT!!" He was fuming. Which is understandable, he spent lots of money on that cat to give it a good life, a long healthy one too. An to have his sister fuck it up is beyond repair. He would hate her for a long time for that. We think she knows that, but is to big to admit to that, so the only thing Matt and I can do is wait. Personally, I am worried. Cause she said she would call when she found him, and there is still no call. All I know is, she better find him our hell is going to break lose. Matt said, he might end up in jail for whatever he'll do to his sister if she doesn't find his cat. The cat is family, so she better get cranking. Anyway.. Well, today is my mother's birthday. An being that it's in the middle of the week. She wants a small family get together (like Hermann, Matt, Ryan and I) and go out to eat and things like that and on Friday, the house is going to be full with her friends and we are going to have a huge party. She already opened the gift I got her (which is a matching piece to what Ryan got her). She was tickled pink when she opened it. I got her this beatufiul, but heavy crystal vase. It's nice an big, with a pretty design on it. An boy does she love it. It's a collectors item. It was made in France and it as it's own symbol on it. She wants more! Well, she will when she opens Ryan *lol*. He got her the matching serving dish to go with it. Mom is happy and that is all that matters, right!? Right. On my last note... MEGAN! It looks like to me you still have harsh feelings throughs me, and that is ok. I really don't care. Cause frankly, I don't have any throughs you, Kenny or anybody for that matter. Hell, I am not even angry at you. An to me that shows, I have let things go. An you haven't and there is no problem with that. Maybe it takes longer for you to let things go, I dunno. But anyway, you know when you told me to stop assuming shit?! Well, now its your turn. When I said, "OLD FRIENDS", I was not just talking about you. So, there is no need to get selfish here. I was trying to say it nicely without being rude or mean. I guess I was wrong on my part. Sorry if I stepped on some toes. Either way, I didn't mean for it to sound wrong or for it to lash out on you, cause I didn't mean it that way. I don't hate you, nor am I mad at you. In fact, all the things you've said (good or bad) sank in, and I grew up with it. For that, thank you. So, on that note I wish you the best with the pregnancy test, I know you love kids and you would make a great mom, and good luck with your marriage. (Oh and you can tell Matt to leave you alone yourself, your a big girl. Besides, I don't get in the middle of that kind of stuff anymore. Whatever happens between you and him, that is fine. I don't care.) Well, got to run. I need to shower and take my mom out on a birthday lunch. Later. --Ally |