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In a slump I am lost right now. The last 24 hours for me got me into such a deep slump, that I do not know what to do with myself. I have an inner lust to get drunk off my ass, but I know that won't be the answer to everything. The other thing I can think of is to just go excrise. Run on the tredmill until I cry cause I am in pain for doing it to long. Just anything to get my mind off things. Plus, I am PMSing really bad, so my mood swings are like a roller coster. An with things being the way they are, I'll be snapping at people all day for no reason. Heh, this is why I am labeled a bitch people... On a lighter note, I start my vacation is 2 days. I can't wait. The chance to sleep in, relax, have some fun, or even do some fun might be the answer I am looking for. Also, in 9 days it will be my birthday and in 10 days will Matt and I one year anniversary. I don't if he feels like getting dolled up and go out for the evening, but I hope we do something to celebrate, after some things get cleared up. Atleast I hope they do.. :0/ Things at work are going alright. Hours are cut back, so I am going to have to watch my spending for a while until my hours go back to normal. If they stay the way they are now for to long, I am looking for another job, cause I need fixed hours and good pay. I need to save up for school and a car. Ugh! An my car needs a exspenive part that is going to drain me something like over a 100 bucks to fix. My mom, had the nerve to say, just put like 300 dollars a year into the car for fix up. Ok umm, how about HELL NO! With that money I could put payment throughs a new car. Which Matt and I are going to do, look at cars while on vacation. See what I can afford, etc. Other than that, I guess things have been going ok. I am going to talk to Tina about the county job that starts at 12 bucks an hour and think about getting it. I might just even call the job and see what it instores, etc. Ok well, I need to shower, eat something I guess and go to work. Laters. --Ally |