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Totally Bored I am wanting to give a deep meaningful entry, but I am just to damn lazy and tired to do it. Along with the fact, I need to put away my cloths and e-mail my sister back. I just have no engery to do shit. An that sucks, you know that?! I have read that being "unhappy" like this or something, causes me to do lack of things, like things are boring to me or something. That doing the same shit over and over again, is completely bumming me out. I can totally see where that can be true. One thing is for sure, I need to find a different kind of line of work. I have been developing film for going on 3 years. I really need to find something new. Something that pays more and is more fun I guess. I know living in this hell hole of a town isn't helping. I guess all I can do is work my ass off until I have the money to move out and get a better job. An the things I do to develop film is something I can do with my eyes closed. I am so use to doing some of the things that I can look away and do it, isn't that fucked up? Some say that is a good thing, it means I know what I am doing. Right, for the things I know how to do, I should get a pay raise. I need to find something exciting, fun and it makes me feel good. *bangs head* Arg! Anyway... On other news, things I guess have been going ok. Matt and I are doing great and going strong. An I would have to say, speaking with Megan again is giving me the chance to show people in my past, I am not the same person they once knew. An either though, we have a long way to go on the catching up part and seeing if we are going to last this time, I see myself sticking by her more than I ever have before. Granted, her and I need to do some talking one on one and see if we have the strength and trust to be good friends again. Who knows, her and I are both have busy lives that who knows what will happen. All I know is, I miss her. Ok well... I need to go e-mail my sister back and think about putting my cloths away. *small laugh* Yea like I have the engery to put away cloths at 11 o'clock at night. Ha, I crack myself up sometimes. HA HA HA. I will have to tomorrow so either way...*shurgs*... --Ally |