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Complete Understandings Matt just left about 20 minutes ago. He was here since Wednesday night. I love it when he is here. We actually spend time together. We take the time out to really talk about our future and things like that. Hell, we even have a healthy competition in a card games. We play rummy and poker. An even though I am sucking right now, cause he is beating the pants off me. Heh, when we went to bed and the lights were off, he goes, "I bet you I can beat you in a game of rummy" and I want, "bring it on!". So we get out of bed and played three rounds. It was a tie. I love doing things like that. I am going to miss him until the next time we see each other. We even spoke about Tina pregnancy. Since it hit him kinda close to him, being were good friends with her. The thought of having a kid of our own wasn't such bad idea. But we are not going to try to have one right now or anything. He just said, "If you were to be pregnant, you can choose whatever you want to do. It's your body and whatever you dedicded I am behind you 100%!". I have a feeling that would change if I were to tell him I was pregnant. Cause that is a life changing event. An we both are so not ready. But all this baby talk, he seems to be all up in it. I have a keeper ladies, a real deep keeper. :0) Anyway... I haven't been able to talk to Megan in a good week or so. She was online last night but for only to update her diary. I miss her and I have a lot to talk to her about. I know she is busy, with school and taking care of Kenny who works full time. The time she has is either for studying or hanging with family she doesn't get the chance to see very much do to school. I am not mad or anything, I just miss her. But I know the things she is doing, is for her and Kenny's future. An its all good. :0) She knows she can always e-mail, call or visit. I love her nevertheless and she knows that. Another person who knows that is, Tina. An even though she has a lot to think about now and things to do. She knows I have her back. On Monday she is going to the doctor to be double sure she is pregnant, cause even though the pregnancy test was positive, the box said to still go to the doctor to be double sure. We all are wondering actually how far along she is, cause she has this tiny little tummy and she is a tiny, skinny little rod. So, when she lifts up her shirt, you can see it. An she been eating like a cow. I dunno, but Matt and I are "God" Aunt and Uncle. We chose not to be God parents, only because we don't have kids yet of our own and to raise someone elses is not right soo. I hope I did the right thing on that. An what sucks right now is, I have the WHOLE weekend off and no one to hang out with. I've been wanting to go to Halloween Horror Night in Orlando. But I have no one to go with. It's a once in a life time chance to see me have the whole weekend off like that. I guess I just have to find something else to do. This is going to suck. I'll just order my book on ghosts and surf the net all weekend. BLAAHH. I want to go do something! Anyway, I'll speak with you all later. --Ally |