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My Mind Is Loud My mind is at a shuffle again. I am tired, stressed out for some reason and I am worried about Tina. I am guessing by now, you'll now what I am talking about. But first I am going to talk about ghosts again. What I am about to tell you is the truth. I swear on my life it is the honest to God truth. So, I ask you to please do not make fun at me or make comments that are not so pleasant. My Ghost: The night before last, when I came home from work. I went into my room like I always do to unwind from work. It's also where I take off my shoes and stuff like that. Well, after I took a nice long hot bath to relax and get ready for bed. Now here comes the strange part. Right before I went to bed, all the way up to when I fell asleep. I felt so sick. I felt dizzy and if I was going to throw up. An I was getting so scared and nervous for some reason. Plus being that for the past week I have been sleeping with a pillow over my head, I done the same thing as I did for the past week. An I'll tell you what, it's a good thing I did. Cause with in mintues of me placing my pillow on my head. I had a visitor. I could tell by the crack of the pillow I left so I can breathe. I saw a black shadowy figure right up against my bed. With my heart racing, I felt it poke at my head!! I am not lying to you. I have no reason to right now. I had to tell it mentally to stop and to leave me alone, cause I was to scared to speak verbally. An it stopped. I woke up the next morning, I quickly rushed to my computer and went to my ghost site and posted in the message board for help. I got a few replies back in what I can do to get rid of it or help it. Needless to say, I got white candles after work, lit them and before I went to bed said a prayer. An I am not a church going person, but for some reason it worked. Atleast I think it did. Just now my room feels funny, like it's empty. I feel safe with white candles. I'll update up more on it if anything else happens. Anyway... Well, it's written in ink. Tina went to the doctor yesterday to get a pregnancy test done to be sure, and well she is 100% pregnant. God, what a mistake. She is so not ready. The guy who is the dad is so not ready for the roll it takes to be a parent. He is a punk and immature 18 year old who is stuck in the he said, she said crowd. Tina wants to keep this child, but the look in her eyes, you can tell she is going to have to fight for this kid to have a good dad. She is already 7 weeks along (almost 8) and Chris (the dad) is still not taking this serious. Yet, he is going the store skipping saying, "I am going to be a dad! woohooo!!". Only thing I have to say is, grow up..wear cloths that fit and act like an adult. He is going to need a lot of work, a lot. Heh, hell she is going to need mine, now being that I am going to be the "Aunt Ally". Wow.. Blah.. You know with my mood swings right now, I don't know how someone can stand to be near me. I caught an attitude with Matt on the phone about 3 hours ago being that he wants to come up. I told he would get bored in a real bitch tone. I didn't mean too, now he thinks I don't want him up here. Yet I do very much. I miss him. Right now he is annoyed with me and "keeping busy". Now I won't see him until the WEEK AFTER my sister leaves. So, two whole weeks. Oh joy! *scrasm* Anyway..I am going to end this here and I am going to go back to my studying on the paranormal. I know I am crazy. I'm just not tired yet, and I am enjoying the peaceful sound of a quiet house. My mind is loud and I am going to try to turn it off. Later. --Ally |