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The Diary
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Finding my way home Morning Everyone, I am finally getting to relax and unload the stress I have been having for the past 2 weeks. Yesterday, all I have done was watching horror movies, read and took a nap. When I woke up, I sat up in my bed thinking. An when I couldn't get my mind straight, I went for a nice walk. It was cloudly and cool and was close to raining. Just the way I like it. Freash air did me some good. I have got to think about the few things that been going to me for the past week. I pondered on the things I never thought I would, yet it wasn't a bad thing to do so either. Have any of you felt like you did not belong and feel really different from other people? In ways you do not understand or think about? I have. I don't feel right. What I mean is, for the exceptions for maybe 2 people, I do not feel like at home with them. They are not bad people, I just can't with what a lot of people say "click" with them. I try my hardest to be understanding, but something always stops me and I hide in the shadows until things blow over. I just don't feel right, something is missing BIG time in my life and I can't really put my finger on it. A very wise person told me once that I was intelligent more than I give myself credit for. I am strong, loving, a fighter and intelligent. Life is different for me. I can sit and watch people walk by, hear them talk about their daily lifes, etc and I tell myself, "I am not like that". I guess you can say, I've been trying to find people who are a lot like me and I would feel really comfortable being around with. Call me what you like, but I know what I am..and to get out of me, it would take a good while. "Never take for granted what your soul tells you. Let it lead you on the right path and you'll always find your happiness and feel complete. Open your mind to other possiblies and you'll be amazed to what is waiting for you."-Me --Ally |