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My boyfriend. My friends. My music. Poetry. My family. Eating chocolate. Life. Cats. Computers. Thunderstorms. Being myself.Sex.
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Liars. Cheaters. Stupid people. Working for Wal-Mart. Posers. Brittney Spears. Hilary Duff.People who call themselves your "friends" when they are not.Traffic.
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The Diary
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Standing Tall I am stuck in a damn cycle. I need to run, I need to scream and I need to experience something that would change my life. I don't feel complete, I don't feel whole and most of all, I feel bored. I need to taste life in a different way and see if it is meant for me. I need to base my soul and heart in something I believe in. It would be even better to have someone to lead me along, support me and be my rock when things happen. An I am thankful I do. HE will remain nameless, but he is there. I have dreams that get my heart to race and my fears stand tall. I don't run from things and I magically understand things I never understood before. I have finished the books I read on ghosts and my pyschic intuition. I even read them both at once to get the taste of the life I could have. I have no shame in thinking of myself to be something mankind would never think of. I am not scared to face the public, or better yet die for what I stand for and believe in. Course, I won't say or speak of it. But it's there. Wonder as you may, think of me as you wish, but I'll never tell. When I study or slowly learn on what I wish too, I come more intuned in what should be or should I say, am. An once I am happy with what discovery of myself, there is no turning back. An frankly, I am at peace with that. I just can't wait for the taste of the life that I was meant to lead. Lots to learn, lots of focuing. An frankly, I am up for it. Well, actually I have to do more reading and be sure if this is the life I should have. But I just can taste it and feel it in my gut. We'll see what happen in the future.. time will tell. I am going to go get ready for Halloween tomorrow. *grins* Work is going to be interesting. Heh. --Ally P.S. "Never take for granted what your soul tells you. Let it lead you on the right path and you'll always find your happiness and feel complete. Open your mind to other possiblies and you'll be amazed to what is waiting for you."-Me (aka Ally) |