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Stupid Humans Jumping-Jesus-On-A-Pogo-Stick!! Why must people be so down right stupid? I mean, why do you have to be so cold heartly mean to someone cause something didn't come out the way you wanted it? I am telling you, I am ends with people who come to my job. When they bitch for something I didn't do, all I can see myself doing is ripping their head off and shoving their heads down their throats. Most of their complaints are 99.9999% their fault anyway. Of course we can't tell them that either. *screams* I HATE STUPID HUMANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *closes eyes* I just wanna go for a run. Better yet, run to someones arms. To feel their warm arms around me and not worry about a thing. Maybe have someone tell me it will be ok. To take what I have inside and build myself strength to hang on. An I am telling you, I have tried and tried. This life isn't for me. My mind and body is aching to try and feel something new. Even with doing that, my body would then crave for the past and the new life and the old would clash like thunder. My mind right now is going in circles. An to think I am going to bed alone tonight is getting me really down. On the happier side of that is, when all is gone to bed, the silence of this house hold is deafing. I can hear myself think and my heart beating away to my breathing. I can stare into deep darkness and only hope to get a visitor in my mind or hope for the beyond. I really need to get myself out of this life and into another, then maybe I wouldn't be feeling so alone anymore. Ugh I am rambling. I am not making any sense. I was 12 whole hours at my meaningless job. My mind is gone, my body is dead and I wanna run into dreamland. --Ally |