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Soulful Feeling I feel like I am going to explode. Every fiber in my body is racing like a race horse in heat. My heart is pounding like a drum in a band, and my head is high in the clouds floating without a care in the world. Only my thoughts though are running in one direction. In a direction that only will lead to my happiness. To have my soul and heart beat at one thing, one person and at my future will being. In all honesty, I don't give a rats ass for anything else for that matter. I only care what my mind, body, heart and soul thinks and feels in doing right now. Even if what I need to do and be with IT only for ONE time, it feels right. Hell, I know it's right. Just right now at this moment, my head is having a bang of a headache with all this sudden rush. Things are just clear to me now. An I know things should be wonderful and complete if I take things one step at a time and focues. I just hope people and that one person will support this as well. I never had these feelings before. I just hope I am doing the right thing, but in my eyes, which are so widely open things feel right. An that makes me smile. Gods.. I need to go dancing. I would love nothing but to mind melt with music at this point. Just to escape this reality... All I know is, which each dream I have been and will be getting I feel at peace with myself and I am not afraid. I am not scared of what will be the out come of it all either. All I know, I will feel at home and be happy. ****Topic Change**** I should have gone x-mas shopping today, but I was to tired to do so. Plus my mother didn't feel like going cause she is feeling well. But we ALL promise to go on my next day off Thursday. We plan to spend the WHOLE day at the mall. I have atleast 6 people to get. I am going to figure out what I am going to get them all when I get off work tomorrow at 2. I'm also going to go back to writing poems again and even maybe play on my keyboard. I cleaned my room and washed my cloths today, so I have a free afternoon tomorrow to do as I please. An with that note, I will be back before x-mas. Later. --Ally |