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The Diary
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Just makes me sick I love being well intuned with other people and life. It's like having the ability to be one with people who understand and know what it's like to do things like that. With my new found self, I'm starting to feel all the things that it comes with. I see things a lot more clearly than I have before. I feel and dream things that would only make my senses tickle. I love how I can just look at other humans and feel so good. I feel strong, I feel healthy and most of all I feel at one with everything else. I can tell you now, some of the humans (I'll just be gerenal about it) in my area would make you sick to think that this earth lasted so long. How they could even breed like they do. I mean, we have a couple who look so damn nasty everytime they came in the store. They are missing their front teeth and the rest of the teeth are black and dark yellow. Having like 5 kids running around like wild animals, while pregnant with the 6th child is just mind blowing. An to top it off, intelligent level size of a pea. HONEST! An to walk among them sometimes is just..what's the word, sad. If I sound crude or mean, so be it. I just get so sick of the humans around here. To have them stand infront of me, ask or tell me the mindless and useless things makes me just want to crawl in a dark hole and wait for them all to die off from sort of diesase or killed from another mindless human. I just wish sometimes I can get rid of all the bad apples and to just have all the other respectable humans around. I personally think, things will be alot more fullfilling. *s* It's like I said, there are good, clean and very respectable humans out there. It's just the shame that they get labeled bad apples cause others bring them down. Pretty sad if I say so myself. Anyway.. To change the topic.. Work lately for the past 2 weeks sucked. Ignore all the things I have said before. About a week in a half ago, Pattie got fired. For reasons I can not say cause of legal actions and plus I can lose my job. An now just two days ago, Lauren quits cause she thinks I have a problem with her. Well, fuckity fuck fuck! Now I have a problem with her. It's dumb human blondes like her that make me wanna slap the blonde right out of them. While she was working there, I had no problem with her. NONE NADA ZIP. She just took my jokes the wrong way. Hell, the boss was even there. Anyway.. so yea, I'm getting alot of hours now, even some over time. Woot. $$$$$ Tomorrow night Matt will be here for 3 days to spend the holidays with my family. Yippe! He said he got me tons of gifts. I feel bad, cause I only got him ONE BIG one. O'well, he makes more money so he can spend more. Saddly though I have to work Christmas Eve, from 1-7. It's all good cause we are closed on Christmas and I get to see my daddy. Ok well..I will update soon. I am off tomorrow and even though I have some cleaning to do. I'll be around. :) Later. --Ally |