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Proud of myself! Ok, here I am once again... An this time I come to you with a clear mind and with the promise to make myself a lot more understandable. Atleast, I hope I can. So yea, sit back and be ready to be shocked or should I say, surprised. Either way, feed back is more than welcomed. Before speaking with my bestest friend in the world Megan. I had the chance to think. An I don't mean no couple hours sitting infront of my TV kind of thinking. I actually took the time out, sat alone in a quiet spot and reflected on things. Mostly of myself of course. So, with speaking with Megan, she helped me open my eyes to a lot of things, she told me in her very strong way, but in a good way. If I am proud of something, I should flaunt it. Also I should be happy with myself and be myself, no matter what. So, I am going to start with something I am proud of and believe in... TOV. Joining made things for me a lot easier for some reason. I calmed down a lot. Makes me stop and really think. The phrase, "think before you speak" is now part of me. I'll seem cold and distanced from people cause they will not get the same reactions out of me like they did before. It's just me, thinking before I speak. An this Temple helps me with that. I'm home. All questions can be answered on the website. Enjoy. *smilz* Now that I found my belief, I can ground myself to be what I was meant to be. I am all the same person to all that know me, nothing changed. Except for maybe a few things. My personality, style and heart is just found it way to where it needs to be. I am happy this way and I don't care what anyone says. Lastly, I would like to correct myself from what I said in my last entry. I said I felt quilty for some of my actions that took place two weekends ago, with the whole getting drunk thing. I learned my actions were worse off than I thought. I hurt Megan with words I do not even remember saying, plus my actions that night were also harmful, and that to me is wrong. I feel bad about that and still do. So, I would like to make a public apologise to Megan... Megan, girl I love you and your actions and care that night proved your loyalty and friendship. An my actions were wrong and out of line. I am really sorry. I owe you alot for it all. Thank you homies. *hugs* ---- Alright, with all that said. I feel better. Each day, I am learning more about myself and more I reflect on myself for I know what is expected of me, the better person I am. I'm starting to like myself again. I am proud of to be me. *S* Anywho..tomorrow I am going to hang out with Tina and do more wedding stuff. It's odd to have the same day off. Plus it's payday tomorrow, so it's all good. Later. --Ally |