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The Diary
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Beautiful Rain One thing about living in Florida is the amazing rain storms we get. They are loud, bright and rain coming down so hard that if you would go out in the rain with an unbrella it would go straight through. I love it when it rains. Everything turns dark and gray and you would smell the rain before it's starts, giving you enough time to take cover. What makes it even more beautiful is, being that I live on a small ranch, see that rain coming from the distance is so damn beautiful. I had my window open and I layed there after Easter dinner and just watched it all come down. Normally the rain makes me sleepy, but in this case it was raining and thundering to hard to sleep. So, I tried to do some of my writing I like to do. An for some reason, nothing could come to me. Anything that would come to mind would simple disappear cause it would just be plan crappy writing. I stayed up until almost 3 a.m. trying to figure out what to write. Still nothing. So, I just grabbed my book, read and went to sleep. Now here I am with one of those painful morning headaches. I am wondering what I want to do today, being that I am off again. I've been thinking maybe going to Wal-Mart to buy myself some movies and then come home curl up on my bed and watch them. But that envolves me getting up, shower and drive to Wal-Mart. I just feel flat out lazy today. Granted, I have a feeling mom is going to come in my room sometime within the next hour or two, ask me to go to Wal-Mart and get some milk, being that we are out. When that happens, I'll snag my movie while I am there. Who knows, maybe I'll drop by and say hello to my co-workers. Honestly, I don't feel like doing that much either. Damn I am being super damn lazy, don't I? Who knows, maybe I will get off my ass and clean my room up alittle or do something that envolves being busy. Yet, I am feeling to damn lazy to do jack. Maybe that is what my mind and body is trying to tell me. Rest all you can, cause beign that I go to work tomorrow again, I work staright through until next Tuesday. Basically a whole damn week. Afterall, gives me a chance to get the rest that is well needed and earned. I still say, I need a new damn job. The shit there is to damn stressful. An it's totally throwing my whole mind and body out of wack. It's sad really. Well, I think I rambled enough. I am going to go get me something to eat then maybe shower. We'll see where my day leads me. Later! --Ally |