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The Diary
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Let freedom ring! When you learn something new. If its about yourself, someone else or something to do with life in gerenal, you grow from it. More so when it directly involoves yourself. Ever since Matthew and I broke up back in January, I learned my limit and I knew who my true friends are. What I took out of it the most is the fact, I can stand tall and not let mear high school insults and he said, she said bullshit get to me anymore. I've learned when to keep my mouth shut and when to speak. I keep to myself and head into my adult world with happiness and pride. I have both feet on the ground. I don't get in the middle of things. You see, I use to do the oppsite of all of this. Fight with people with my reckless ways, put my nose where it doesn't belong. I even hurt people. Yea, I was cold. Even some say, I had what was coming to me. Only thing I really lost was an friend. The rest just fell in place. But when a door closes and new one opens. With my new look on myself, life and people. I've gained friends within' the past two weeks with no problem. Besides Tina and her husband Chris. I have Allison, Kyle, Misty and Amanda. Can't say they are my best friends or anything, but I see myself being great friends with them. One thing I am with them, unlike I was with my old friends, and that is honest. I tell them upfront, what I have done, how I can be, and why I am the way I am. An surprisingly, they respect that. Respect the fact I was/am honest. What they help me shape to be is yet to see. So, I can't wait for the good times and I can't wait for the laughter, most of all memories. On a upside, we all plan to go out one weekend and make cool memories. Like camping? I don't hate my past, nor to hate the people that WERE in it. I don't wish anyone from my past ill will. All the ones that are no longer my friends or an ex, I don't hate ya. Nor to I wish you a bad future. We were just not meant to be friends/together. Life works in mysterious ways. I wish you all the luck in the world. I'll be fine. I'm young and happy.. my life will lead me where ever it should be. Anyway... To slip off this topic for a bit. Work as been long and tiring. We finally got our connection center up, which means now selling cellphones falls under the phone center. An I am so damn thankful that our two new girls start Saturday. Finally relief from those long hours and from being so tired. I was asked if I want to do cellphones and being a photo tech. I asked if they were going to give me more money. No response. Heh, so we'll see. They don't want to lose me, so I think they will atleast think about it. Cause I told them, more money or my answer is going to be no. Work is looking better. In other news, Tina and I plan a spa day. Hair cuts and getting nails done, sometimes after next pay day. An my crush and I are doing great. Anywho... I am going to go. --Ally |