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The Diary
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I will be FREE. Done a lot of thinking. An more I think about a few things, less pain I am in. I come to conclude some things were not meant to be in my life. That I am teaching myself to let go and let my inner strength protect my heart from further damage. Which also left me to think, if what caused my pain is what I'm not to experience, then what I am to experience? I have come to the understanding of who I am and that what is meant for me, will come in time. That right now, I have to just live life to best of my ability and hope my dreams come true one day. With alittle hard work and patience, all that is meant to be will fall into place. I am a strong woman and I will be damned if I let some human traits and behavior get the best of me. I am going to stand tall and tower over all who as kept me from being who I am. I will be free. Of course, I haven't gotten to this point without a few good push from friends. They give me wisdom and hope to all that is layed out for me. An laughter isn't all that far behind. An we all know laughter is a good form of medicine. Being told my life starts with my smile, and my words start build my road. It's my journey that will leave me with the inner peace that all yern for. So, I am deeply greatful for all words of support. All the ones who signed my guestbook, e-mailed me, and even called, I thank you ALL ever so much. Well.. My vacation is almost over. I go back to work on the 24th. An no, I am not going to New York or any other place. My friend Ryan and I are going to go to Universal Studios and Islands of Adventure for a day or so, just to have some kick ass fun. Rides, food and a chance to goof off. Hell, even maybe meet up with Megan. She called yesterday, letting me know our friend Webb is home from Iraq. Talk about joy and relief. She wants to throw him a coming home party. I'm going to do my best to make it. I just have to get ahold of Megan for details and for Webb's number. You know, I am going to be ok. No matter what my life turns out to be. I am so at peace with myself that right now, that whatever is dealt to me. I am going to give it my all. It's the only way to experience the best out of life and that not to fear anymore. Heh, I am going to be ok. I'll update in a few days. --Ally |