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My passion is going to burst!! Some how today, I felt very poetic and artistic. I managed to spend most of my day taking pictures of things around our ranch, capturing life still moments of nature. I enjoy taking photos. I think I may have found my past time. A hobby to be correct. I am at peace with myself and I forget about every day hassle of life. An as soon as I am able to get taking pictures of nature down pretty good, I would like to aim at taking photos of people. Capturing emotions as it happens. Doing all this is something I can see myself doing for a long time. Granted, it can get costly, when it comes to developing, but some things money is no option. What I also like about it is, my mom is supporting this. Which makes it even more rewarding. She is even willing to make a website for my best photos, basically for free. So, I can sure my work world wide. I love life, and I want to capture it every chance I get. I'm also real close in buying some nice antique black and white photos that captured my heart and hang them on my wall here in my room. I'm passionate about this. I really am. An with support from family, I don't see this going away anytime soon. I mean, my sister has her travels and music. I have my poems and photos. My mom smiled big when she saw me enjoying something this much. An to make sure my joy doesn't die, she is there for me every step of the way. Besides, taking photographs like this is the way for me to capture my emotions and thoughts of the moment. I'm not good with words, so I use a pen and a camera to say how I feel. That my friends, makes me who I am. I am so happy and content with who am I on the inside, that I know now that I am no longer scared of what is waiting for me. If my passion grows for photography, who knows maybe it would lead to traveling the world or having my photos published in a magazine. We'll see how far this goes. For now, I am just going with the flow. Anyway..off topic... As you can tell, I was off today. So I managed to clean and wash cloths again. An for once, in a long while I managed to get a good amount of sleep. I was able to manage to sleep for 9 1/2 hours. Waking up at noon. That my faithful readers, was the most I have gotten in weeks. Times before that I was only getting anywhere from 5 to 7 hours. All in all, things right now are going alright. Only complaint that I have is work. Our DM (district manager) as told us we have to cut back on our hours some more. Meaning, working less than 37 hours a week. That didn't go over well with Kim and Amanda. They need the hours and money. Kim told Tina and I that, if things don't pick up, she is walking and looking for another job. I don't blame her. Cause at this rate how am I suppose to save up for school to start in the Spring?! Either way, I am going to school. Even if I have to have loans to go, I am going damn it! I am going to end this here and go shower. I'll see you all on the flip side! --Ally |