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Yes I am alive! Forgive me!!? :( God, you all must hate me for such lack of updating, that I am sure I have lost most of my faithful readers. I am so sorry for being away so long. Just with all these Hurricanes slamming on my state it's hard keeping power to able get online. Plus, work and going out alot with friends also play a role in my "disappearance". I AM SORRY! :( Forgive me? Well, as you all can tell Florida is being attacked by mother nature PMS ramp page. An I have to say there were a few scary moments here at my place when Hurricane Frances paid a visit. She was a lot stronger than Charlie was. With Frances alot of large limbs came close to slamming on my roof. Of course on MY SIDE of the house. What's scary is, being that we have our windows boarded up, we can't see where it's coming from. So, I am laying in bed and you hear a long SNAP and trust me you go running! lol Hell, I'll admit, I did! You better believe my ass yelled for my mom at 2 in the morning. An in the morning, even though it's all rainy and windy, we couldn't help but peak out and see the damage and damn, my front lawn look like a bomb went off. Now we have Ivan coming close to home again. You know, Ivan is the 4th storm of the season that hit/going to hit us within' a month span. It's one of the down falls in living in florida. An what's impressive is that Florida is the ONLY state in the whole country that had the LARGEST evucation (sp?). Over 1 million people left there area for safer ground. No lie! With the out come of Hurricane Frances, work's dairy, frozen, meat,produce..etc all got spoiled. Do you know how much money Wal-Mart's in florida lost when that happen. Oh my God! An to work all that on the shelf again when fresh loads come in after marking down all the old stuff and trashing it. It's a lot of work. So much work, home office said the overtime band is lifted and all departments assoicates can go over to help if they feel like it. An believe you me, all the young assoicates sucked that up like beer. My close friends Brain and Kyle, each got in ONE week over 80 hours each now. How you asked? Well, working almost 20 hours shifts for almost a week straight can do it and coming in on their days off. Hell, last friday I went over after my shift in the lab ended and helped, which gave me a 13 hour day. More money for me! All in all, Florida is slowing picking themselves up again, but it will be a while longer before we are full swing again we have to see how Ivan is going to fuck us up then it's back to starting over in restocking everything again. An trust me we all are so damn tired, that we actually don't know what day it is anymore we work so much. Anyway... Along with all the storms, I've been going out A LOT with my friends from work. Mike, Kyle, Brain and Tina. An let me tell, my friends are the best in the world. I can honestly say that we look out for one another and if you need a shoulder there will always be one no matter what. I love that. An being that Tina and I are the only chicks, the guys protect us from any harm that comes our way. We go places where we can sit and talk. An we always go out when the last person is getting off work, which is either after 9 PM or 1 AM. An we stay out to almost dawn. An thank God for 24 hour resturants cause we always go out to eat and then we hit a park and goof off. An sometimes we even go to late night movies. Which are fun cause we usually are the only ones in the place so we get loud and crack each other up. I just wish I remember my camera everytime I go out, or I would show you all pictures. One of these days, I'll have my camera with me and I will share you my second family with you. On a more personal level, I'm doing alright. I have a lot on my mind which can keep me up at night. An honestly if it weren't for my friends, I would have gone insane. I'll have to one of these days, have a me day and keep to myself. Don't get me wrong, I love being around the people I love, it's just sometimes it gets to much. I get that lost feeling on the inside and wonder why I have gone so out of my way to be there for others and just forget myself. I should just stop doing that all the time. Then maybe I wouldn't feel so tired all the time and frizzled at the end of the day. An sometimes cry myself to sleep. I am getting better and I wouldn't change my friends if you gave me all the money in the world. They are priceless. Anywho... I need to get to bed. It took me over an hour to type this up I am so damn tired. Overall, I will return within' the next day or two if I have power to finish this update cause there is still a lot I still have to tell you all, but for now it's be continued...sorry. I don't go in until 2:30 tomorrow so I want to get some sleep finally cause I haven't slept much in days and I am home for a change. Talk to you all later! --Ally |