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The Diary
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I shall over come! So my mind as been on going a hundred miles per hour. Picking apart every little detail in my life right now. An coming to terms with things are a little hard, but I'm atleast getting to the point of knowing it's better knowing things now, then down the road. It only makes me a better person than I am now. I am proud of myself. I am not letting the pain get to me to much. I am trying to look on the bright side of things and know if it doesn't hurt as much as I thought it was, then it wasn't real and true as everyone thought. Lord knows, I have learned a very big lesson. I mean, be yourself, but careful who you do it around. I also come to terms with knowing I don't need anyone. I am who I am cause I made myself to be that way. An I don't give a flying rats ass what others think.
I am going to be just fine. Yes, I am going to be hurting for awhile longer. Be bitter and pissed off. But I am a soul believer in the saying, "Time Heals all Wounds". Hell, I've been through worse so this should be a piece of cake to get through. An I want to get through this alone. If I can't fight my own battles, then I am just worthless. I am taking the chance to see if I don't have to rely on someone. I am not going to be needy and I am not going to ask for help. I am just going to go about my life and business. Keep to myself and get my life on track. I am going to let everyone fight, lie and hurt themselves. I'm going to sit back and keep my mouth shut. People heard what I had to say. Now they made the bed, they can lie in it. At the end, I'll find out who is my true friend and who really cares for me. If I stand alone, that's fine. There are plenty of true friends out there.
Inclosing, things will fall into place. An now, I am going to end this with, it's time to talk to real people and then get some sleep. Afterall, I do have to work tomorrow. I will see you all in a few days. Laters! --Ally |