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The Diary
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I am free Ahh, so here I am again. Feeling more sure of how my life is going to be. Meaning, who, what, how and where. Starting with the knowledge of not being in pain anymore. I just woke up a few days ago and all the pain and confusion was gone. Like, it was my bodys way of shutting everything that was harmful to me out. My thoughts now are on moving on with my life. Even if I am going at it alone. No friends or anything. It's a step that shows everyone and myself, I can do things on my own. All the things that went down over the past month or so really has taken a toll on my health. Not eating much, non-stop headaches and lack of sleep. No one is worth that much pain. Plus, I know I am a lot better than what gets dished out at work or anywhere else. So, I am not talking about it anymore nor am I thinking about it. I am comfortable with the fact of knowing that krama is going to kick EVERYONE involved in the ass and I hope they all know I am not going to be standing there at the end.
2.) Let go of my feelings for some people and realize, the pain that comes with it is not love. 3.) DON'T TRUST ANYONE ANYMORE!! 4.) I am going to move on with my life. An if people wish to be at my side, they have to make the effort of everything that is true and real when it comes to love and friendship, but I am not going to make promises, I will ever let anyone get that close again. 5.) I feel happier alone right now and with having a strong heart, will and soul...I will over come everything in do time.
Think about it... afterall, all you need is love, laughter, and life to be happy. XOXOXO --Ally |